In true christmas-tree style, I decided that Lyla needed a baby tree next to the big tree. I pulled out one that I usually decorate with red and green ornaments and deemed it the Lyla tree. I bought her first "baby's first christmas" ornament and hung it on the big tree. But, Lyla's family members have been so generous and sent her multiple other "baby's first" ornaments, so I thought her little tree would be the perfect place for them. She loves looking at her tree! Special thanks to Elena, Tia Martha, Grandma Brown, Great-Grandma and Great-Grandpa Brown, and Aunt Michelle for making her tree so cute!
Last year we announced whether we were having a boy or a girl on the blog by decorating a little white tree in appropriate colors. That tree lives on this year in Lyla's room. She loves looking at it when she wakes up in the morning.
July 20, 2014 Afternoon: Well, we moved down the hall to a different ICU room. Our new nurse is like a drill sergeant grandma…sweet but serious. Warning: This is about to get real. If you are offended by foul language, you might skip this post. If you don't like the ugly truth, you might skip this post. So, here's the deal. I've been thinking a lot today about reality. Living in the moment. Not worrying about tomorrow and next week and next month. But that's hard for me. I'm a planner and I have to plan ahead some because I'm here and the girls are being shuffled around and everyone is being so incredibly kind and offering help. It all overwhelms me and I get to a place of feeling like "Screw this, I can't do it. This is shitty. There's just no other way to say it." And then I get a text or a call or a hug that brings me back to a different reality; one in which hundreds of people are rooting us on in th...
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